Circus Series

Peacock Days

 

 

Circus

by Lorena Gheorghe 

Peacocking - a phrase I've termed to describe the nagging necessity to "display" after an observed period of public unfulfillment.   

A place of beauty and abundance, Hawai'i was home for 7 years. A seemingly normal day then, is now revealed to me as a fleeting  effort to capture the essence of this place. Vibrance in tropical colors acted as never-ending inspiration.

365 days she is a cool blue backyard temptress.

 

5 Days Till Lift Off. 

Into the unknown with my darlings. 

Laurens and Lulu going away party....

GOING AUF WIEDERSEHEN PARTY  

We really outdid ourselves here. A lovely evening without comparison. free of pretension, anxiety, or unfulfilled expectations. 

The day began quite stressful. I believe a healthy benchmark for any relationship is if you and your partner can walk hand in hand out of the big refrigerated box we call Sams Club, without having verbally assaulted them. any day with sams club included you know there is going to be unresolved emotional trauma. It's a fact. Lucky for us, we escaped with minimal damage. 

We bought $400 worth of  

  • LED lights (that we hung through the plumeria trees in the backyard) 
  • 16 Teal fold up metal chairs (they gave the extra magical decor tough. Good call braebree.)  
  • 5 bouquets of flowers (that I had so much fun arranging)
  • cheesecake  
  • blueberries
  • brown rice  
  • watermelon beach towels 
  • vases (filled with flowers that we ended up giving the neighbors that called the cops on us at 2 am)
The best photo I have of the flowers also happens to be one of us kissing.  

The best photo I have of the flowers also happens to be one of us kissing.  

Setting up the party was actually a LOT les stressful than previous times. We had fun doing it and giggled the whole way through. Rigging up the lights, deciding that one big long table was the way to go, arranging the flowers and listening to Tau make weird sounds on the karaoke machine.  

Lil man

Lil man

By the time I had showered up and re-pinkified my locks it was time to go pick up the smelly Indian food from Maharani and Guests were already starting to arrive. 

Now that's what I call on fleek.  

Now that's what I call on fleek.  

Everyone showed up on Hawaii time. We went from having enough chairs to having to add another table. The first 20 minutes of dinner I was starving but kept having to grab more more more forks, cups, plates, drinks, toilet paper, babies, ....and then it all stopped. Laurens got the kids out of the pool once, and then twice in between an extra fork fetch, to make a toast.  

basically: Laurens, you make all that is our life, filled with vibrant colors that only existed in dreams. We are living our future but I can't wait to see what hues change. 

Everybody look over here! List of invites was: natasa, terry, 7pm -Lauren, 7pm -Ray, Michelle, Adam, Kera, 9pm  -Chris, 9pm - Kelsey, Vincent, Lauren, Mason, Cookie, M33MS, Chris Corey, Katherine Tuider, Lorena, Jerome, Cameron, Jason / Macy, Michael / Emi-Katrin, Matt / Luci, james Banc, Alexis, Ulla, anna Thorben, James Lynch, Kevin Aoki

Everybody look over here! List of invites was: natasa, terry, 7pm -Lauren, 7pm -Ray, Michelle, Adam, Kera, 9pm  -Chris, 9pm - Kelsey, Vincent, Lauren, Mason, Cookie, M33MS, Chris Corey, Katherine Tuider, Lorena, Jerome, Cameron, Jason / Macy, Michael / Emi-Katrin, Matt / Luci, james Banc, Alexis, Ulla, anna Thorben, James Lynch, Kevin Aoki

Pimp Daddy and his folk singing girlfriend.  

Pimp Daddy and his folk singing girlfriend.  

Our main man, what a man, Chris Corey.  

Our main man, what a man, Chris Corey.  

The Von Dees. Definition of cool.  

The Von Dees. Definition of cool.  

Katrin and Michelle. Artsy talented boss ladies.  

Katrin and Michelle. Artsy talented boss ladies.  

Two lovely ladies. I cried when Tuider left. It was when the fact that we're moving really hit me.  

Two lovely ladies. I cried when Tuider left. It was when the fact that we're moving really hit me.  

Blazey Braff

Blazey Braff

My Austrian crush.  

My Austrian crush.  

Pilot the human.  

Pilot the human.  

M33MS

M33MS

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We survived  

We survived  

What a fabulous night filled with love, pita bread, karaoke, dancing, and stinky fingers. There were kids running around and jumping in the pool which brought an amazing sense of lightness to the evening. Lolah was camping with Bella so Tau got to be the star of the show.  

I will truly miss these people that bring so much joy to my life. But I suppose that's the thrill of moving to a new place, to see if another version of you and them exists elsewhere. 

 

i love you laurens  

 

your lu  

Moving to Germany

T-minus 16 days. 

Deutschland here I come. or should I say we? 

Laurens told me to stand next to this car in the Whole Foods parking lot. 

Laurens told me to stand next to this car in the Whole Foods parking lot. 

A year and a half ago, after a 4 year relationship, I was moving into my very own apartment. The excitement of independence and emancipation was unimaginable. I mean I didn't realize how bad the relationship had gotten until I was living on my own and realized the decision to commit an entire masters thesis on the topic of "female masturbation" wasn't a coincidence. 

With my masters degree in hand and nothing but a faulty moped to move me and my 7 suitcases crammed with clothes, I moved into an apartment that screamed "fresh out of college!" I loved it for the 4 days I lived there until the mold in the ceiling poisoned my lungs. 

This was me when I was first single. Obviously I'm stoked.  

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This is what a masters degree and $750 a month will get you in Hawaii. Hurry up before this place gets snatched. You pay extra for the mold and rat piss. Laurens and I really got to know each other in this shart temple. So it holds a special place in my heart.

This is what a masters degree and $750 a month will get you in Hawaii. Hurry up before this place gets snatched. You pay extra for the mold and rat piss. Laurens and I really got to know each other in this shart temple. So it holds a special place in my heart.

My short lived career as a stylist. I went through a period where I wore that outfit at least once a day.  

My short lived career as a stylist. I went through a period where I wore that outfit at least once a day.  

Around this time I had met Laurens, he built me a closet (the only decent thing In that moldy shart cave), I took it down two days later when I requested for the mold to be removed from the ceiling and was told I would have to live with it. Lucky for me I was seeing multiple gentlemen at the time and one in particular was ever so lovely and ever so muscular. 7 suitcases 2 gates 3 flights of stairs, one doggy door, and what turned out to be the last time I ever saw that guy, i was on my merry way to apartment #2. Were going to call this one: Mouse House. 

An everyday occurrence.  

An everyday occurrence.  

And then..... my life changed 

He happened.  

und the rest is for another blog post. 

lulu